My dear state of Oklahoma, how much I love you but your weather has caused many of us harm. Literally 10 minutes away of where I live, a tornado landed in your soil, demolishing the souls of many citizens. Engraving in our memories, and some in our skin the scars of the tornado. I will volunteer tomorrow and do everything in the little power that God has given me to help those that need it the most.
Today I discovered something, that is so profound that I wont say on here. Anyway basically there is something peculiarly interesting about how things come about…I know vague, but I just know when I look back at this I know what I am talking about.
I will do a video update discussing about what I want to accomplish this summer. Anyway, Today was lead by yesterdays after sense of weed. 3 hits is all it took to get the sensation of elevation, bewilderment of ever thought. The occasion? Yesterday my friend Hannah invited me to go to the city to listen to her friend play in a band called Pretty Black Chains were I found out that I took a picture with them 5 years ago. We were sitting right in front because Hannah wanted to take pictures of her friend. So there I was sitting down listening and swaying my head to the beat. The guitar player kept giving me looks, and of course I ignored. Just like I ignored all of Ioannis moves today. Yes, he is an amazing guy, but I still don’t know him as well as I want to know him. I have a good feeling we will be friends for a very long time thought. I guess I will see. The future beholds.
He asked me to help him tomorrow with packing…but later tonight I figured out that he really didn’t have much packing to do, it was more of him just wanting to see me. I don’t understand. Why does he like me so much? I don’t know, I’m not special. I really am just a normal girl with stupid normal dreams. I’m no different. Perhaps the only difference is that I am open about things…maybe? I don’t know.
I hate blogging about this, but since this is a personal blog, I feel if I don’t, then I am not being honest to my blog. Anyway what I want to say is that I am officially starting to eat very healthy today. No more junk food, or any of that stuff. My goal this summer is to go from weighing 125, to 105…perhaps many of you may think that this is to much, but I checked my BMI, plus thats how much I used to weight all through high school, and I have not grown. Still 5’3 so….yeah reverting to my old body…finally! Gosh the freshman 15 really applied to me.